Monday, 23 April 2012

EVIL LOVE


Everything shattered in front of me,
and the whole world was a big liar.
I have all right to know everything about you,
but you had placed me on a place surrounded by fire.

You was too surprised
that how I came to know about this.
Your fake face, described me your reality.
Love was just a joke for you,
and I was a weak dummy.

You make me to feel good about you,
How you dare to think about that,
your behavior makes to feel worst about you.

I have loved you, more den anything else
you buy me by gifting me precious gifts,
and I was mad, that I was mad at you.

It was my greatest mistake ever,
that I had fallen for you.
Now I knew,
what you was and what you are.

Let me live my life alone,
I don’t want you to enter,
again in my life.
And please leave me Alone…


Am scared of being Alone…


Feeling so low, having too hard times,
Days are so short and nights are not fine.
The thing which bothered me a lot,
that it doesn’t belongs to me.
I will lose everything,
this is my biggest fear.
Everything will shattered like a broken glasses,
and am not good at expressing myself.
But, I know that I will not fall…
I am scared of heights,
I am scared of darkness,
I am scared of loneliness,
I don’t know, to how to overcome from these.
I am not going to kill my people,
but this fear is going to kill me.
That I am going to lose my close ones.
And the day is very near,

When I’ll be Alone…