I LOVE YOU

Things are going to change,
But sweet memories are not going to came back.
I still want to spend one night with you,
On the terrace lying beside each other.
Seeing continuously on each others eyes,
And resting my head,on your arm,
And counting stars in the sky.
Eager to feel the magic of love,
Wants to taste the spark of kiss. :-*
I am missing everything,
Everything you had done for me.
Things are going to change,
But sweet memories are not going to came back... <3

----- Akshita <3

I never wanted

I never wanted those things to happen,
to happen in my life.
I just got those all shits u had send me.
Everything had made me blasted Off.
U had tried those 'dump' things on me..
N I tried a lot to just walk away....

:-( :'-(

I cried and cried just for u,
Even m aware of dis,
You r wid someone else.
I am just loving u from behind.
I am just telling ever1 dat,u r my frnd.
But it really hurt inside.
I don't know,how to tell u dis...... :-(
                                                                      ---- Akshita

I love to be with you every time,
I know,u care for me a lot.
I know u miss me too.
and I know,there is only one thing,
which does not allow me to be with you.
I don't care about those things.
But here,they have cut all my wings..

Baby,I had promised you that,
we will fly so high.
I had promised you that,
we can run and survive.




Still,its not too late,
we can get all our things back.

Don't let your tears fall from your eyes.
We will be out of here,
before they force us to die.

And,once again we will fly so high,
I love to be with you every time.
yeah!! I love to be with you every time.

------ Akshita

I am Lost...

Lost everything in these 60 days,
My heart and my mind turned frail,
I tried to catch all my breath at once.
But,I got nothing.
My hands are empty,my head is blank.
I tried to think about all my success.
But,I failed.
This one failure,washed out all my happiness.
The taunts of people had broken me from inside.
It is good,that they are not beating me.
The feeling of an unsuccessful girl,
does not allow me to do anything.
All my dreams faded,they all got blurred,
I am same as a program having lot of errors.
I does not own my dream,
cuz I know,I can't do anything.
I am also not sure to believe 'ME' (myself).
I am fed up with all my life,
no miracles,no magic...
I am really busted out.....

----- Akshita

                                                                                                                                        

I am too OLD.

The time has come,
But now nobody wants it.
And,then it will come to me,
And makes me cry.
I cried for the one,I love so much,
I cried for the one,I care too much.

Again,that time has come,
And,now I think I am too old to take this.
But,again nobody wants it.
And I felt like,I should have it once more.
And,again it makes me cry..
But this time,I had to cry,for what??
I don't know.
Because,now its not my FAULT...

I am too old,to ask about my mistakes,
Why I had to cry again and again?
Why u are forcing me to see bad times?
Why u don't understand,my child
If u 'll do mistakes,
Bad times will make you cry.

And,this time may be,I will not be there,
to take your bad time in my PART....

NO REGRETS,JUST LOVE..

My Broken Heart

Rain started.
My heart was dancing inside my body.But,recently I was overcome from a heart broken love,but still my broken heart was dancing.I was not happy,suddenly a smile appear on my face,then it gone,Nope!,again it appears.I really don't know what is going on?? My smile was appearing and disappearing like sun plays hide n seek in clouds.My broken heart was telling me to,go! and dance and get wet in rain,but my head was full of those words,said by my love,and flashbacks of how he broke up with me,for another girl.But,still my broken heart was happy.My broken heart was trying to tell me that,ALL IS WELL.
I have to fix my broken heart and that innocent heart is still in love with him,it believes that one day he will be back,and again I will be in his arms...But for me that day will never come.
Oh! My broken heart,why are you so happy,so alive.Don't expect anything,dear.
Everything is OVER...
                                                                                                              ----- Akshita Pillai (Aks)