I am Lost...

Lost everything in these 60 days,
My heart and my mind turned frail,
I tried to catch all my breath at once.
But,I got nothing.
My hands are empty,my head is blank.
I tried to think about all my success.
But,I failed.
This one failure,washed out all my happiness.
The taunts of people had broken me from inside.
It is good,that they are not beating me.
The feeling of an unsuccessful girl,
does not allow me to do anything.
All my dreams faded,they all got blurred,
I am same as a program having lot of errors.
I does not own my dream,
cuz I know,I can't do anything.
I am also not sure to believe 'ME' (myself).
I am fed up with all my life,
no miracles,no magic...
I am really busted out.....

----- Akshita