I love to be with you every time,
I know,u care for me a lot.
I know u miss me too.
and I know,there is only one thing,
which does not allow me to be with you.
I don't care about those things.
But here,they have cut all my wings..

Baby,I had promised you that,
we will fly so high.
I had promised you that,
we can run and survive.




Still,its not too late,
we can get all our things back.

Don't let your tears fall from your eyes.
We will be out of here,
before they force us to die.

And,once again we will fly so high,
I love to be with you every time.
yeah!! I love to be with you every time.

------ Akshita

I am Lost...

Lost everything in these 60 days,
My heart and my mind turned frail,
I tried to catch all my breath at once.
But,I got nothing.
My hands are empty,my head is blank.
I tried to think about all my success.
But,I failed.
This one failure,washed out all my happiness.
The taunts of people had broken me from inside.
It is good,that they are not beating me.
The feeling of an unsuccessful girl,
does not allow me to do anything.
All my dreams faded,they all got blurred,
I am same as a program having lot of errors.
I does not own my dream,
cuz I know,I can't do anything.
I am also not sure to believe 'ME' (myself).
I am fed up with all my life,
no miracles,no magic...
I am really busted out.....

----- Akshita

                                                                                                                                        

I am too OLD.

The time has come,
But now nobody wants it.
And,then it will come to me,
And makes me cry.
I cried for the one,I love so much,
I cried for the one,I care too much.

Again,that time has come,
And,now I think I am too old to take this.
But,again nobody wants it.
And I felt like,I should have it once more.
And,again it makes me cry..
But this time,I had to cry,for what??
I don't know.
Because,now its not my FAULT...

I am too old,to ask about my mistakes,
Why I had to cry again and again?
Why u are forcing me to see bad times?
Why u don't understand,my child
If u 'll do mistakes,
Bad times will make you cry.

And,this time may be,I will not be there,
to take your bad time in my PART....

NO REGRETS,JUST LOVE..

My Broken Heart

Rain started.
My heart was dancing inside my body.But,recently I was overcome from a heart broken love,but still my broken heart was dancing.I was not happy,suddenly a smile appear on my face,then it gone,Nope!,again it appears.I really don't know what is going on?? My smile was appearing and disappearing like sun plays hide n seek in clouds.My broken heart was telling me to,go! and dance and get wet in rain,but my head was full of those words,said by my love,and flashbacks of how he broke up with me,for another girl.But,still my broken heart was happy.My broken heart was trying to tell me that,ALL IS WELL.
I have to fix my broken heart and that innocent heart is still in love with him,it believes that one day he will be back,and again I will be in his arms...But for me that day will never come.
Oh! My broken heart,why are you so happy,so alive.Don't expect anything,dear.
Everything is OVER...
                                                                                                              ----- Akshita Pillai (Aks)

 

EVIL LOVE

Everything shattered in front of me,
and the whole world was a big liar.
I have all right to know everything about you,
but you had placed me on a place surrounded by fire.

You was too surprised
that how I came to know about this.
Your fake face, described me your reality.
Love was just a joke for you,
and I was a weak dummy.

You make me to feel good about you,
How you dare to think about that,
your behavior makes to feel worst about you.

I have loved you, more den anything else
you buy me by gifting me precious gifts,
and I was mad, that I was mad at you.

It was my greatest mistake ever,
that I had fallen for you.
Now I knew,
what you was and what you are.

Let me live my life alone,
I don’t want you to enter,
again in my life.
And please leave me Alone…

Am scared of being Alone…

Feeling so low, having too hard times,
Days are so short and nights are not fine.

The thing which bothered me a lot,
that it doesn’t belongs to me.

I will lose everything,
this is my biggest fear.

Everything will shattered like a broken glasses,
and am not good at expressing myself.

But, I know that I will not fall…

I am scared of heights,
I am scared of darkness,
I am scared of loneliness,
I don’t know, to how to overcome from these.

I am not going to kill my people,
but this fear is going to kill me.
That I am going to lose my close ones.

And the day is very near,

When I’ll be Alone…

Your hug,makes me feel like heaven...

one of the best edited pic,by me